I apologize for being away from my blog for so long. I’ll be writing every day from now on, at my new wake up time, 4am. As early as that sounds, it really isn’t too painful. As long as you have a solid night time routine, and get eight hours of sleep, waking up at any hour is a dream. My hope is that whatever comes out of my mind at such an early hour will be a happy beginning to my day and yours. It would be cool, if people woke up and read my blog instead of checking social media, and if I could inspire a different vibe of inspiration and not comparing yourself to someone who has a team of people making them look gorgeous. No hate, that’ll hopefully be me one day. Anyways, the reason for this new hope is I was reading a book about creative living. I had no idea some artists, writers, poets, painters, etc. used suffering as a crutch to the creative process. That they said it made them miserable but they couldn’t live without it. When I first started writing, I was over the moon because 1. I realized I could do something that I liked, and I liked the outcome of what it was and 2. It makes me happy. I literally feel like I’m floating through a stream on a sunny day. I’m peacefully, happy and have more to give my family and friends because I’m content with myself. There are so many talented people who gave the world wonderful things but let it take them over, but it doesn’t have to be that way. Art is courage and honesty, two things that make life interesting and fulfilling. I’m also working on a novel that I AM NOT GOING TO GET DISTRACTED writing anymore. I’ve been working on it on and off for three years and its time I straighten up. I’ll be writing about my journey working on this book and maybe if you have trouble staying focused, I’ll inspire you to buckle down too. I believe everyone has beautiful things God put in their soul to share with the world and its my job to inspire people to believe in sharing them. I don’t know how, but I’ll figure it out. God bless you and I hope you like whatever it is that I’m about to try.