Knock Knock

In the kitchen, I sauntered over to place cookies in the oven. My hair in a high pony tail, my outfit a big t-shirt and high nike socks. I dance around the kitchen per usual, eating cookie dough off of the spoon when it comes. In the middle of the night, I hear it loud and clear. The sound of knuckles richly knocking at my wooden door. The spoon falls out of my hand. My stomach lurches forward. I look frantically for some pants to put on but realize all my clothes are in the wash. Shit, I think, I don’t even have my make up on. The voice on the other side of the door can see me although I can’t see him. To see him, I would have to accept him, to open up to him. He tells me there is no use in getting dressed, he’s already seen everything, this was about my decision, not his. There is no way to fail this. So I stop bustling. I walk closer to the door slowly. I place my hand on the door knob and don’t move it, thinking for a moment to myself all that could go wrong. But then I realize, I have heard these fears a million times, this isn’t something new. Maybe something different wouldn’t be so bad after all. So knocking on my door that night was love, and I opened it quickly without another thought out of sheer curiosity and desire to do something different.

In the Midst of Chaos

Hurricanes spin around me and rip up all the life from this town. A million fractured pieces of the life intertwines with each other. I have always enjoyed the creativity that comes with chaos. Reaching out a hand I choose each piece I want to move together, slowly making a new masterpiece from scrap metal. Stained glass, copper, and antique doors are all pieces of what I chose. Slowly, a house forms. A house being formed in a hurricane. The wind doesn’t move me, and I give it no fear. Reaching above I choose the final piece, a glowing green emerald to put above the door frame. My hair twirls all over until the stone is placed, and then the winds cease. The hurricane disappears. Everyone slowly comes out of hiding, and enters into the mansion I made in the midst of chaos.

Standing Amongst the Stars

All of the lights in the world poured before me. A piece of everyone I could never see before finally made visible through love. Everyones lights are different, but together they look beautiful, like the stars at night. Not a single one outshines the other even though their brightness varies. The truth remains they are more beautiful together. We are more beautiful together. More than happily, I take my place with them and shine.

Marteau de Forgeron

Every crack in these walls made from others by the outside were never enough to break through to me. So I sat in these four walls, head in my arms until it was over, giving up any hope that I would ever see the outside world. Then a man came and she showed me I could break out of here all on my own. As he handed me the thick handle of wood, I studied the tool before me. The end was black and cold, harder than anything I had ever touched before. A grin crept across my lips and I was excited to tear down these walls. Getting as strong a grip as I could, I unleashed a force into these walls, tearing them down, letting sunlight in. The warmth filled me with honey, my entire body felt cozy. I kept, hitting, it kept pouring through and washing over me like a new wave of electricity entering into my veins.

Underneath the Stars – Short Story

Before reading this, you should know I wrote this as a beginning to another story but it didn’t fit. However I loved it no less and wanted to share it. I think there are a lot of people being treated unfairly today. This takes place back in the 1930’s of New Mexico, and shows the love and bravery that is on the other side of discrimination. I wish I was a stronger writer so I could tell you exactly how I saw this in my mind but I hope it makes a clear impression.

Underneath the Stars

The sky exploded with color. New Mexico was lit from the dust of a thousand shades of pink in the middle of the night. The Milky Way was my favorite thing to watch at the edge of these mountains. I would climb a mountain too, if only to stand a chance at getting some of that dust on my fingertips so I could carry it to a canvas. If I could ever have one.

The night carried whispers in the wind, giving me goosebumps. These moments always had messages for me, as if someone was talking to me without using words, and I knew everything it had to say. The desert air was cool and crisp at night.

I tried to search for a face in those stars, something familiar I could hold on to. I picked a few in a constellation and the sly smile of the moon, and brought them into my mind to find whenever I needed a familiar face to feel at home with, wherever I go.

“GRETA!” I heard my mother scream and I quickly gathered my blankets in my hands and ran towards the house.

“Sorry Mama, the sky was so clear, I couldn’t resist.” I said in broken Spanish.

She looks at me cross, wether it’s for disobeying her or not being fluent in her native tongue, I’m not sure. Quickly I do an awkward curtsey and run for my room when I hit my fathers legs. My body hits the floor and I look up at him shrugging and smiling.     

“What are you doing, Greta?” He asks me.

“I was watching the stars, Papa.” I say. He looks at me and then back to my mother and shrugs. I turn my head to look at her and she has already gathered a blanket in her arms with a lantern.

“Well we should all see the stars at least once as a family.” She says kindly.

A sunlight bursts through my chest in the middle of the night and my entire body is warm. I quickly gather to my feet and hold my parents hands as we walk out into the desert together. The dust is cool on my feet as I walk barefooted. My parents set up a place to watch the stars and we all lay beneath them. I’m the first to speak.

“I made a face in the stars, so I could always find a familiar face.”

“You did?” My mother asks.

“Why would you need a face in the sky Greta?” My father asks.

“I don’t know, I just feel like it would come in handy one day. For there always to be someone no matter where I am.” I say.

“And during the day?”

“There’s more than enough people in daylight.” I say.

Later that night I heard my parents talking. I had felt so awesome underneath the stars with them, like the universe was blooming through my veins and I was a part of the night sky. We laughed, we talked and I felt safe for a moment but I still had the feeling that something threatening was headed our way. I crept through my bedroom to the side of the kitchen to listen to what they had to say.

“She’s not depressed because depression is the loss of fire in your life, she has energy and life.” My mother says.

“I know your worried but you don’t need to figure her out. She’s on another level, in another realm. She’s intuitive, a genius. We have her hidden all they way out here and she can still pick up on the attacks that have been happening recently.”

“I know but-”

“Listen to her talk. Really listen to here the next time she talks and you think it’s nonsense. There are patterns, she doesn’t realize she’s doing it but she’s naturally made to survive, even though she doesn’t know what she’s surviving.” My father says.

“So what are you saying she is?” My mother asks.

“I have no idea, but I don’t think she’s completely human.”

“Okay, I’m going to bed. Enough of your conspiracies.” She chides.

“Very well, Evelyn. But there is nothing to worry about our daughter is fine.”

“Of course she’s fine! She’s exceptional, I’m just worried not everyone will see that in her. They won’t get past the bizarre expressions of the truth she loves.”

“Greta will become one of the most respected women to ever walk this earth, I promise you.”

“How can you say such a thing?”

“Because I know all things.”

I turn back against the wall, I don’t understand their whole conversation or what it means but I do have mixed feelings about it. I tip toe back to bed and tuck myself into the blankets. I watched the shadows dance on my walls from the tree by my window sill. The trees tell me it will be okay, and I trust them.

A few hours later, I awake to screaming. I cough awake as a thick dark smog makes it’s way into my bedroom. I run out of my room to find men in white standing over my parents, screaming at them. I try to find my voice and I can’t. I feel locked into a dream where you can’t run.

My father starts speaking in Spanish. “Get out of here, I love you. Get out of here, I love you.”

My mother joins in. “We will always be with you. I love you.”

The man dressed in white speaks in English. “Stop begging!” He says.

Somehow I understand the danger. That I can’t save my parents, and my body won’t let me anyways..

“Run, Mija!” Are my fathers last words and my feet are moving before he can finish his sentence.

I run so quick I feel like I’m flying. The moment I feel dread creep in, I see the face in the stars, the familiar face that urged me to keep running. I didn’t look back. Looking back meant surrender to a terrorist. Every muscle pushing through gravity became as light as feathers and I floated quickly through the desert.

All of the sudden I reached a concave in the desert ridges. Catching my breath I hid myself from the terrorist. My parents were dead, I knew that. And it was confirmed when a random burst of wind rushed by my side, and uncovered a stone. It was light pink, and see through, a rose crystal. I grabbed it quickly. It was a present from my parents no doubt, one that I would some day understand. When I reached safety I would learn what this stone meant, and I readied myself for the signs that would follow as guides from my parent wherever they went. I knew they would find me.

Veins Like Honey

My blood was once red, but it turned golden. A life time of fears turned to peace and broke my heart open. Like the view from a plane window taking off at night above a city, so do the veins of the ones who live. Full of electricity and life they crack through and move like honey in the streets, breaking up the dark. Sweet, thick honey moving slow, the world takes on a golden view. Everything has already been done before, lets try to do something new.